indecisions

kt: you should keep a journal.

jess: you mean, instead of using you as one?

jess:

kt: no..

kt: just to have a more object way to view evolution.

jess: but how can i write objective things in it

jess: if i’m not objective

kt: you can’t deal with any of that unless you can look at youself from outside your own head.

kt: you can’t do that in the present.

kt: but you can do it in your reflection of the past.

kt: if you just wrote they way you feel

kt: and the conversations you had then down.

kt: you would have more to consider then the little you have told me.. and the even less that I remember.

kt: then perhaps you would have made other choices long ago.