indecisions
kt: you should keep a journal.
jess: you mean, instead of using you as one?
jess: 
kt: no..
kt: just to have a more object way to view evolution.
jess: but how can i write objective things in it
jess: if i’m not objective
kt: you can’t deal with any of that unless you can look at youself from outside your own head.
kt: you can’t do that in the present.
kt: but you can do it in your reflection of the past.
kt: if you just wrote they way you feel
kt: and the conversations you had then down.
kt: you would have more to consider then the little you have told me.. and the even less that I remember.
kt: then perhaps you would have made other choices long ago.
